i love cake

i’ve been restless all day. there’s this faint dread lingering in my head since i woke up this morning. it’s making my skin crawl. making my heart beating uneasily. like i need to make a split second choice of fight or flight. but i know i can never fight it. nor can i run away from it. the warm safety of my bed can’t calm me down. the nice long bath can’t quite make it right. the lovely lunch mom made barely managed to fill me. what is this? i asked myself. what’s happening? no voices answered. am i just being paranoid? silence felt heavy. but then i saw it. the calendar hanging on the wall, staring at me in cruel mockery. i sighed. i should have known.

tomorrow’s monday.

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So recently I came across a post on aramatheydidnt about a ranking of God Songs. As expected of mainstream Jpop and the mainstream fans, most of them are idols and male vocalists but unfortunately irrelevant to my interest. This slightly offended me but I know I was never the ‘normal’ fan of Jpop.

Anyhow, I thought I might share my own Top 10 Godly Songs.

1. ABINTRA - Rurutia
2. Bodaiju - Tsukiko Amano
3. Betty - AYA
4. Kyoto kara Hakata made - Keiko Fuji
5. Identity - Shiina Ringo
6. no vain - MELL
7. Uzumebi - Akiko Shikata
8. Jinsei Bimi Raisan - ALI PROJECT
9. The Creator - Yousei Teikoku
10. Yume no Sekai - Monkey Majik

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it’s the end of January and I’ve already forgot what my New Year’s Resolution was. who even completes their resolution anyway lol

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all my favorite American TV shows are either:

cancelled (Leverage. why.)
hiatus? (Futurama)
no one cares about (Medium)
losing my interest with (How I Met Your Mother)

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what if i never found WoT

i would never read. ever. WoT made me into a reader, that’s why it’s so precious to me.

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what if i never found jpop

i would be listening to exclusively SOAD, Foo Fighters, RHCP, Staind, Korn, and the old Linkin Park stuff. Within Temptation and Evanescence if i want some female awesomeness.

but then i found jpop, but they’re still my favorite. don’t know if they’re still around making music tho.

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is it just me but that cd-only cover for ayu’s new mini(?) album looks like the dude was grabbing her boobies?

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If WoT’s movie didn’t include Tuon owning Mat’s ass with her Seanchan kung-fu, I will be very disappointed.

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Tommy’s lyrics always made me hungry for sweets and snacks.

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What you find after a full ten minutes staring into your Last.fm library might amuse you

Notes: 8 10/19/12 — 10:42pm Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZH3ftxVaFiuJ Filed under: #kaela kimura #last.fm #shiina ringo #random